"You've got a gypsy soul to blame, and you were born for leavin'..."

I had a fantastic conversation with my best friend, Natalie, tonight.
It's always good to escape and talk to her for a while, even though we usually just talk about the past and how much fun we HAD and how it COULD be if nothing changed...that gets a little depressing, but it makes you think...Ohhh, how it makes you think...

I have changed tremendously over the past year or so.
My friends packed up and went their own ways (which I'm proud of/support them), I started college, reunited with my old friends, and made some new ones.
It's been one hell of a roller coaster.
I would've never thought that I would celebrate my daughter's FIRST BIRTHDAY the summer before my freshman year in college. Blows.My.Mind.
There are things I miss about my past, but in all reality I am so excited for my future that I can hardly wait to see what it holds.

There is one thing I can't get off my mind, and it makes no sense to me.
I keep going back through it in my head, rewinding and reliving every move I/we made and I can't figure it out at all.
The thing that I can't understand the most is that this has made me think and want back more than I ever did when I lost "my first love"...It is mind bottling and ridiculous.
Get outta my braaaaiiiinn, geez.

GOOD NEWS:
My Spring Break starts at 3:15pm tomorrow! WOOHOO!
I have a project due that i should proobbably start on, right now.
and a Mid-Term that I should prooobbably be studying for, right now.
So I'm gonna get to it, as long as I can get my eyes off of intervention.

Ohhh, I wanna see you again...