"You've got a gypsy soul to blame, and you were born for leavin'..."

I had a fantastic conversation with my best friend, Natalie, tonight.
It's always good to escape and talk to her for a while, even though we usually just talk about the past and how much fun we HAD and how it COULD be if nothing changed...that gets a little depressing, but it makes you think...Ohhh, how it makes you think...

I have changed tremendously over the past year or so.
My friends packed up and went their own ways (which I'm proud of/support them), I started college, reunited with my old friends, and made some new ones.
It's been one hell of a roller coaster.
I would've never thought that I would celebrate my daughter's FIRST BIRTHDAY the summer before my freshman year in college. Blows.My.Mind.
There are things I miss about my past, but in all reality I am so excited for my future that I can hardly wait to see what it holds.

There is one thing I can't get off my mind, and it makes no sense to me.
I keep going back through it in my head, rewinding and reliving every move I/we made and I can't figure it out at all.
The thing that I can't understand the most is that this has made me think and want back more than I ever did when I lost "my first love"...It is mind bottling and ridiculous.
Get outta my braaaaiiiinn, geez.

GOOD NEWS:
My Spring Break starts at 3:15pm tomorrow! WOOHOO!
I have a project due that i should proobbably start on, right now.
and a Mid-Term that I should prooobbably be studying for, right now.
So I'm gonna get to it, as long as I can get my eyes off of intervention.

Ohhh, I wanna see you again...

"I should've known you would bring me heartache...Almost lovers always do..."

Even though I missed my mini-me SO MUCH over the weekend, it was kind-of good, in a way.

I think I needed to be away in order to appreciate the time I do spend with her even more. 

Ohhh how I loved those little arms wrapped around my neck this morning. 

I think I need an intervention for my addiction to the show "Intervention". 

It honestly fascinates me! 

It too, makes me appreciate my life even more. 

My girls are in PCB right this moment, for the rest of the week.

I would honestly give ANYTHING to be right there with them.

But, hopefully we'll all reunite there this summer. :)

I'm too focused on Intervention to write this blog.

Sorry if it's been a waste of your time. Hah.

Oh yeah, the title of this one, it's a lyric from "Almost Lover" - A Fine Frenzy.

And it's soooo true.

<3

Vitamins and nothing...

"Cause if you take your vitamins and pay your taxes and never the cut the line, the universe still gives you people to love and then lets them slip through your fingers like water, and then what have you got? Vitamins and nothing…." - Meredith Grey, Grey's Anatomy 

I am Sophie-less for the weekend, so this is how I'll be spending it:

"That's a little trick we used to use on the Jap's..."

That picture you see there, that's what it's supposed to be like.

That's normal.

And that...that, is friendship.

Oh, I love Team Ethan.

"We've got our backs against the ocean, It's just us against the world..."

Two posts in one day? I'm on a roll!

Actuuuaaally....
For some strange reason I have gotten extremely emotional the past couple of hours.
Reasoning:

1. I miss my littlemonsterminimesnugglebugSophiebear SO much tonight.

2. ______ _______

I have never wanted to punch/talk to someone so bad in my entire life.
There was no closer, not that I really deserved any, but STILL...

"My name is Kiiiiiid...KID ROCK!"

"I wanna get you alone, So Hott! I wanna...get.you.stoned!"

Red SWAGgin' it up!

Trace Adkins made an appearance!

Mixin' it on the Jim Beam bar.

"I was off to drink you away!"
Sheryl Crow showed up!<3

Bawitdaba<3

One of the most entertaining shows I've ever been to. Gotta love the KID!

We had an absolute blast - even if i did come home with the stomach virus.

Walking a block or two in the rain, getting into the concert and looking like  a hot-mess for sure, but still having the BEST time. 

Afterwards, we headed down the strip and ate Margaritaville - this is where the sickness kicked in.

After we ate, we walked downstairs to leave and the live band just HAPPENED to be playing "Wagon Wheel" - Old Crow Medicine Show...how could we not sing along? Especially when the singer requests it? So, there we stood in the back of the room, no where near the stage...Screaming the chorus to "Wagon Wheel" at the tops of our lungs. They loved us, they put a spotlight on us and everything. 

After we had our (literally) 15 seconds of fame, we headed out.

I got sick on the ride home, having to pull over and throw my guts up twice. (And no, it had nothing to do with the Jim Beam and Cola - this was pure stomach virus)

We finally made it home around 2:45am. I drove home and absolutely crashed. 

Spent all day Saturday hopping from couch to bed, to different couch, to other bed. My arms and legs felt like I had been beat.

But now, it's Sunday! And I actually feel some-what better. Thank the Lord!

Soph and I are going to search the web for her 2nd birthday party decor! Ahhh!

<3